They say...
You can be happy...
Or you can be right...
I knew you didn't love me
I knew you were lying
You were faking
But it still tore me apart
When you told me
I was right
I broke
Shattered
Right at your feet
And cried
Screaming for nothing
And to no one
For a love that was pointless
I loved a corpse
A souless thing
That can't feel
Can't return the love
Can't feel the gut wrenching pain
That ravages my body
Tearing at my chest
Like sharp ivory daggers
Can't gasp
Or choke as hot, ragged air catches in the throat
Suffocating its victim slowly
Like an anaconda
Squeezing breath and life from prey
Do I hate you...?
Or hate myself for believing every lie that escaped your mouth?
Hate myself...
For getting lost in your eyes
And seeing a soul that didn't exsist
For shivering at your touch
And feeling fluid electricity that was never there
For hearing your heart beat strum against mine
And believing we were meant to be together
I could never hate you...
Only love you despite everything you've done to me
I am yours
I always will be
Another man can't have what isn't there
There is no me
Physically
You invaded my body, ripping innocence from it as I screamed for mercy
There is no me
Mentally
All my thoughts are of you, all of my dreams, I can't escape even though I want to.
There is no me
Emotionally
I can't feel anything without you, happiness, joy, agony, regret, rage...
No...
There is only you
There is nothing left of me
You have taken it all
You fucking parasite
But it's not enough for you...
Is it?
